I want to be a better person. A better version of myself. More understanding. Not as quick to react to situations. Not be snippy & bitchy when I’m cranky. I want to be less anxious, less stressed, less tense. I want to be better at going with the flow. I want to be calmer. I… Continue reading Wants
I’ve done some pretty shitty things. I’ve had more embarrassingly pathetic moments that left me crying in public than I care to count. I’ve been a terrible friend at times. Sometimes I haven’t been a friend at all. I’ve lied. I’ve acted self-righteous. I’ve been a total hypocrite. I’ve been selfish. Really fucking selfish. Self-centered.… Continue reading All These Things That I’ve Done
Actually…let’s not. Because currently I am lost and it is, in a word, excruciating. And I’m not talking about being physically lost. I’m talking about soul-searching, don’t-know-what-to-do-with-my-life, feeling-like-I-don’t-have-a-purpose, washed up, worn out lost. So, figuratively, I guess. I guess it doesn’t help that I have a difficult time focusing. For instance, I just typed that… Continue reading Let’s Get Lost
Let’s start off with two truths & a lie. You know the game. I tell you three things about myself and you have to guess which one is a lie. Okay, let’s see. I’m 25-years-old and have never felt more inspired about my future. I’m really happy with the major I chose in college and… Continue reading Overwhelmed and Lost and Confused and OMG What Am I Doing With My Life??